hello =))))had a serious blast on last friday =))) went out on a double-date with my brother and kak zana. funny kan? i know. but im glad my brother's opening up to people for good. yeah, im seriously HAPPY that my brother and my bf, the two impt people in my life, are getting along like friends. =)) not that they're not in good terms before this, just that my brother has difficulty opening up to others. you know, since he's like the only boy in the family. so anyways, went out like 8 plus in the morning (SO EARLY KAN!) to meet boyfie at outram. met abg and kak zana at habourfront. went for breakfast at macd first before proceeding to sentosa. sial lahhhhh. fucking hot lah siak! i was like sweating like hell =)) (why the fuck am i smiling???) so anyways, went to siloso beach, found it boring, went to buy water, went to pahlawan beach, snap pix with bro's digi cam, had lots of funnnn, sweat DAMN A LOT and took DAMN LOTS of pix. hahahaha! anddd then ard 1 plus or 2 gitu, we took a bus to queensway.went to this shopping mall, which i've NEVER been to.found it fucking interesting though. the slippers were quite cheap kan!wanted to buy some stuffs. but decided to keep my money. took another bus to beach road to have lunch. ABANG BLANJE LAHHH KANNNN! sayaaaaang abg aku! hahaha! one thing i love about my abg and my sister is that, they areeeee fucking caring about their baby sister (ME) anddd they're generous with their money ( well, at least with me and parents). so went jalan2 at beach road to look for MY SHOES. skali, tkde ah! so we took another bus to bugis.... okay, i found another unknown shopping mall, OG. hahahaha! it's behind bugis street. BELO KAN AKU??? anyways, my baby bought slippers at beach road and bought a Levi's bag at Tampines. i bought Dempo Snow for both my baby and me.last sunday went out with my WHOLE FAMILY again for outing. this time we had a family picnic at East Coast!!! okay, it was quite dull for me. but hey, i was sick okay! demam lah kan. so had no mood. felt like sleepingggg je! hahaha! okok. mcm PIG. but tried rollerblading with baby. hahaha! imagine two SERIOUS BEGINNERS holding hands to stop each other from falling while rollerblading with NO stability. hahahaha!! FUNNYYYYYY!!! we were laughing laughing like hell, but serious at times. but hey, i fell only ONCE and baby didnt fall at all. see? perfect partners work well with each other.yesterday went to baby's crib to tutor again as per normal. anddd just now went out with momma to shop. we didnt plan on shopping actually.but somehow, we did.went geylang to buy her things, then went to bugis to buy my EVERLAST shoes =))) it's pretty! it's brown, btw. so i didnt buy white shoes, but i bought a pair which i LOVE. so i completed one of my cravings. plan to redo my WHOLE ROOM ard next week b4 sch reopens. seriously, i cant wait for ACJC. mcm bdk kental gitu kan, masok skola baru. hahahaha! tomorrow, going to Sentosa with baby boyfie!! planned to go with his friends and their gfs, but tk jadi. things happen you know. you know i know, lah eh baby!didnt go out with my darling on saturday, though it was our 19th anniversary..HAPPY 19TH ANNIVERSARY SAYANGGGGG!!! i will always ALWAYS cherish and love you, no matter what happens. because i believe in us. i didnt believe in others, until YOU came along. could have left you if i wanted, but i just couldnt. i left the others, just like that. i wouldnt want to care how they felt. until YOU came along. i couldnt be selfish anymore. nothing was about ONLY ME. then it started : the ME AND YOU thing, you know. i've tried to think you werent the one. but each time, i didnt survive for long. couldnt even survive for ONE HOUR. fucking hell. and i was thinking, this guy is such a bastard. couldnt leave me in peace. that's when i knew YOU ARE THE ONE, baby. i love you, i always do. fights come and go, but love...it doesnt. it comes to stay and it REFUSES to go away. i dont need to tell the whole world i miss the hell out of you when i havent met you for only a day. it's not that i dont miss you. it's just that LOVE cant be written or explained in words. love is just something you feel, baby. and when i miss you, i FEEL it. and it hurts. and it will hurt even more if i know that people wont understand the hurt i was feeling. we've had our pasts, but i believe it made us the person we are now. without the past, i dont think we'll be able to get this far. learn from mistakes, that's what i believe in baby. i know there's no one else in your life, but me. i love you baby, i really do. let's just pray we're fated to be together, aite. <333 WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
