hello =))things havent gone well for the past few days. have been thinking alot. moodswings, all that shit. i have practically nothing to say.if you're reading this, i hope you do, im truly sorry for what has happened. i dont wanna talk shit, so i'll go sraight to the point. it's not that i dont love you no more, baby. i do. i still do. but i dont know if we're going in the right direction. you're like super perfect for me. VERY perfect. bt sometimes, you become TOO perfect that i wish you do mistakes like me too. now's a tough stage for both of us. we've been long together. but shit happens, im sorry. maybe im the one who's creating that shit, but wth. not that you're not good enough for me. i just need to see what's more to life. i need to see the world. for the moment, i just dont want to be committed. im still very young, honey. call me immature, call me whatever. but it's true. im still too young. i've told you this before last yr. but this yr, im already very sure of what i want. Freedom.and as for you girl, you know who you are. i know you're worried fr his safety. and i understand that. BUT, why the hell did you ask me to think maturely? and what made you sooooo bloody sure that i couldnt accept his decision? i accepted his decision MATURELY. dnt need to tell me how to act girl. you're still too young and naive to understand the world. you never knew what ive gone through in life, so dont you dare ask me to think maturely. as far as i know, im wayyyyy more matured in thinking than you are. atleast i dont get worried over childish problems like fighting with friends. i treated you like my own sister and my friend. that's why i confided in you.this problem is between me and him. you dont have to get involved, you know. we culd still be friends. what i dont understand is, why you have to dislike me now. really. that's childish. and you think that i dont care abt him? i do. that's why i dont intend to tell him how i feel and let him ride bike mcm org giler. you think im crazy and heartless to break his heart and allow him to naik moto?????? i thought we could be friends. i thought of you as my friend. BUT I THOUGHT WRONG.now, it's between me and my heart. i dont care anymore what you people think of me. Life is SHORT. i wanna enjoy every second of it. teenage years come only once. what im sure of, im gonna enjoy my teens until im ready to give committment. however, i do love you boy.oh yes, i do. but, lets chill for the moment. AND FOR OTHERS, PLS DO NOT GET INVOLVED. i really loathe busybodies. WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
