im sorry things didnt go the way we planned it. im sorry to have hurt you in any way at all. im sorry for making you think i didnt appreciate you at all, cos i do. im sorry for making you the person you are now. im sorry for still loving you and being unable to let go of our memories. im sorry for missing you, your eyes, your kiss, your touch, your laughter, your smile, your beloness, your jokes, your voice, your comfort, your hug. and i've nvr told you this, bt thank you for everything. seriously, thank you. for the things you've done for me. the sacrifices, the love, the concern. cos baby, no one can ever ever ever give me that. anyone can tell im still very much hooked up to your memories. i dont even knw why. im trying to let go, bt it's pretty impossible. but if letting go makes you happy, i will. i will do anything just so you'll be happy. and, it's okay if you dont miss me anymore. it's okay if you dont love me anymore. im writing all these, not because im expecting anything in return. i dont expect anything at all. im writing all these, so that you'll be aware. if someday you think that i dont love you anymore, baby you're wrong.
*sometimes, it's too late when you finally realise what's in front of you*
HAPPY 22ND MAY, DARLING. i hope and pray for your happiness always, babyboy. WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
