BECAUSE IT'S YOU THAT I LOVE.hellohello =))MY BABY'S WARDED. SIGH.i knw. SIGH, right?tot of surprising him on wednesday. he didnt knw i was otw to meet him, was lying to him i was in sch and all.wanted to surprise him at whitesand's private clinic. then he called, saying tt he needed to go CGH and all. so i had to tell him i was otw to pasir ris, HAHA. so much for a surprise. met him at the mrt station, then took train to CGH. not literally TOOK TRAIN thr lah. haha =)) met his mum at cgh, gedebak gedebuk, waited with him and his mum from 4plus until 7pm. skali, KENA WARDED LAH SIAAAA. no point denying my heart did drop when he told me he'll be warded. i was like, WHY NOWWW?LORRAINE AND ZUL WERE SOOOOOOO SWEET! they surprised me by coming all the way to cgh to meet me and emi. cos i told them i was thr with emi. AWWWWWWW, guys! told emi i'll be back, then went out of the clinic to meet them to eat and drink. met emi again at 7.30plusplus. him lying downnnnn with the hospital clothesssssss. HAHAHA, like tk perlu gitu. accompanied him till 8.30pm, after which i had to leave. felt damnnnn reluctant to go home, to leave him all alone. really didnt want to. and god, no one knws how i felt at that moment when i left him.DAMN.it was, erm. sad.walked hm with lorraine and zul. they walked me home. THANKS GUYS, really appreciate it much. thanks for being thr for me, for accompanying me all the way. and to lorraine, thanks for listening to my TAK-PERLU rants and all. and for being such an excellent fren to me. i love you, babe. i really do =))today was suchhh a SIAN day. first period, gt back my math test. 9.5/10 BEBEH! really, thank god. =) the rest of the day, SLACK. econs was fun cos BEN LIANG was in superrrrrrr good mood tdy. had a few jokes with him and all. =)) anddd, now i knw hw the hell to draw an energy cycle diagram! THANKS to the chem extra lesson just now. YESSAAAAA! 4-5.30pm, had dry-run with the Saints Idol finalists for National Day celebrations tmr. rushed home, to have dinner out with my family. beloved sister and ady fetched me ard 7.30pm. met belovedddd parents, brother and kak zana at cityplaza. finished eating ard 9.30pm, then went with sister and ady to CGH to meet my babylove for the last time.thanks sooooo much guys for accompanying me. =))I LOVE YOU SISTER! and thanks ady for taking time off and wasting oil on me =))andddd to ANGEL.im sorry for leaving you in this state. i really dont want to.i want to be by ur side, taking care of you.im sorry for not being able to be thr when you need me the most.I LOVE YOU, DARLING.i miss you now, and im gonna miss you even muchmuch more when im away.takecare, and dont get into trouble when im out.HAHAHAHA, MAXIM!LOL.have fun cuci2 mate while im away, bebeh!make full good use of the time tau!MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!P.S: Please forgive me, I cant stop loving YOU. WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
