IT DOESNT MATTER HOW MANY MILLION TIMES WE'VE ARGUED. I STILL LOVE YOU AS MUCH, MAYBE EVEN MUCHMUCH MORE. this post is not supposed to be posted.its against my principles.but i just need to let things out.- for babyboy.i didnt mean to make you feel inferior, to make you feel like what you've done for me is not enough. Baby, it really is muchmuch more than enough. idk how to prove it to you that it's more than what i need. but sometimes, i cant help but to feel upset. and there are times when i refuse to tell you the reason why im upset, cos i knw if i did, you'll just be mad/disappointed at yourself. and you'll think little of yourself. and i dont want that to happen. cos you're one of the greatest things that has happened to me, darling. cant help but to cry suddenly sometimes, just thinking of you and the love you're giving me. im sorry for not being the perfect girlfriend for you, i knw im not. all the things i've done for you, it'll nvr match up to the things you've done for me. at times, i think i dont deserve to have such a perfect man in my life. you really fulfill my every wish, my every dream. you're everything i ever wanted. im sorry for thinking that maybe you're better off with some other girl, who's MORE perfect to you than i can ever be.i just want to make you happy. i want to be the reason to your smiles every single day. and all i want to be, be your pretty dream girl. however stupid it sounds, its true. that's all i ever want to be. bt right nw, idk if i can ever be that. maybe cos you dont tell me i am one. im not saying you SHOULD tell me. but as a girl, it's natural to feel this way. and as a guy, you should be smart enough to figure that out by now. i dont care what other ppl wanna say, i dont care abt other guys' opinions. i dont care if they say i look great, or i look terrible. i dont care. but i do care abt what YOU say. i wanna knw what YOU think. didnt say anything abt my hair, did you? didnt say anything abt the skirt i bought for you, did you? well, you did. WHEN i prompted you.you knw what, baby? i dont find why i should update my blog on this. i dont find any rational reason to this. i just wanna let you knw baby, that no matter what happens, i love you. and i do mean what i say. you're still so perfect to me. and stop saying you hurt me alot, its not true. you make me happy, happy and HAPPY eversince i met you. and till now, you still do make me happy. stop saying you're not fit enough to be with me. seriously baby, shut up. YOU ARE. and just because you dont compliment me every single day, i will stop loving you. NO baby, i wont. i dont need that for you to prove that you love me. i really dont need that. but, giving compliments here and there, wont hurt right? afterall, im a girl. sigh. every girl needs a compliment from a loved one here and there, right? Babybaby, i just want to know if i am Number 1 in your heart, in your life. Well, AM I?okay. this is a very stupid, and no-objective post.think all you want, i really dont care abt any of ur opinions.this post is just meant for HIM.thank you.P.S LORRAINE: haha, i'll post the pix on my next post okay! love ya girl. =) WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
