Kiss The Sun Away ♥

ALL FOR ONE, ALL FOR LOVE.

Date: Friday, November 21, 2008

HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY ANGEL!!

warning, this might be a long post. so bear with me. =)

first and foremost would like to wish a very happy 4th monthsary to SHAIK MOHAMAD HELMI, who has been thru thick and thin with me for almost 6 months now. obviously, inclusive of the times we were 'teman tapi mesra'. HAHAHA =)

ppl often asked, whr the hell or hw the hell we met. lets just say, whr or how we met wasnt the point. it's HOW THE HELL i fell for him. that's the qn. we knew each other for weeks, bt was NVR interested in him. he wasnt in my POTENTIAL BF list, to start with. took him weeks, to get my number, which was funny. even when we had each other's numbers, i didnt really give a damn. cruel, i knw.

But, after a few msgs sent by him..after much persuasion to meet, i decided to meet him on 1OTH JUNE. only bcos i was bored at hm also, and darling lorraine asked me out to TP. and, thanks to THAT day,bcos that day changed EVERYTHING. it made me knw abt him more..and most imptly, knw that he has a good sense of humor (which is dammit impt for me). okay, im being all emo right nw. -.-

Anyways, darling. Thank you for not giving up on me, even if i didnt show any interest in you initially. thank you for staying right thr, hoping for me. Not many can do that, yknw. idk till now, just whyyy the hell you kept hoping for me though i didnt reply ur msgs or refused to meet up. Please tell me, i need to knw. and thank you for making me yours, in the sweetest possible way. for your courage on that day,for the letter. i was/am touched. touched that someone actually gives a damn to go all the way for me.

when im hungry at home, you'd bother to offer to go all the way here to pass me Macdonalds. because you knew i wouldnt eat anything else. and thank you for the offers to accompany me everywhr i go. because you need to see my face. thank you for still loving me much, regardless of my temper, my attitude, my ego..and most imptly,MY TAK MANDI face and MY TAK MANDI smell. you've seen me through all..with makeup, w/o makeup, before and after sch face, sch uniform, home clothes. you've seen the ugly side of me, the crazy side, the sensitive side, the emo side, the monster side. AND YOU KEPT HOLDING ON, kept on loving me.

and i thank you for that. i love you so much, sometimes the best way to express it is just by staring into your eyes for hours long in silence. This relationship, is with all my heart. Shaik Md Helmi, is with all my soul. because afterall, you're my ONE AND ONLY.

P.S: Nobody said it was wrong to be happy. So here i am, in one of the happiest chapters of my life.

hellohello =)

the pic above is taken on wed. HOHO. guess what?! haha, we sneaked into the BOYS TOILET! haha, actually it's only me sneaking in, he doesnt have to right? yeah, bt he sibk2 step sneak in also, to feel the thrill. LOL. nope, we DIDNT do anything in the toilet. just sneaked in for fun. haha =) took one pic inside, and sneaked out. walked from Safra all the way to Century Square, to eat! and along the way, we laughed and laughed. i cant exactly remmber abt what. did stupid things on the road. HAHAHA =)

went back to his place after that, cos we had no other plans. and i tried on his shirts. then i ACTED like a model, and he's the cameraman-cum-makeup artist. HAHAHA =)) watched My Sassy Girl with him. the english version. silently, i did find similarities btwn me and the girl, and btwn him and the guy. and after the movie, things were emotional. talked in the darkness, cried. No, we didnt fight. it just was an emotional day.

below are some modeling pictures! haha =) STEP ONLY.

HIS FAVOURITE! LOL. (above)

HIS CAP, HIS SHIRT, HIS BOXERS.

so, yest was our 4th month. didnt plan anything. left my shoes with him on wed, so went to pick him up frm sch and ate thr. headed to his hm to get the shoes. Took 17, double decker. and thr was NO ONE. so guess hw JAKON we were. he said it was only ME who's jakon. WHATEVER. i think he's jakon too, only afraid to admit it. BLUEK TO YOU BABY!

JAKON BOY!

Labels: forever yours.

WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥