Kiss The Sun Away ♥

CLEARING DOUBTS.

Date: Saturday, December 20, 2008

Every Breath Is Your Love,
Every Heartbeat Beats Your Name.

hellohello =))

first and foremost, would like to wish my darling babyboy..

HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY, ANGEL!

okay,would elaborate ltr on at the end. been busy this whole week. had a very rough week, starting monday. On tuesday, met Emi and he gave me the teddy bear + flowers like the one above. =))) AWWWWW, baby. thank you sooo sooo much. watched Sky of Love with him.

WEDNESDAY! had shooting at City Hall. LOL. before that, met Emi then we train-ed together. he dropped at Eunos cos he had bike practical that day,and i dropped off at City Hall. That day was FUN! started shoot at ard 5 plus, camwhored ALOT with Fuzy, Dina and Fadiana. HAHAHA =)) it was Abg Khai's bday. haha, he also sebok2 camwhore with us. LOL. anw, baby came down to meet me at City Hall with Hafiz. Me, Dina, Fadiana and the guys ate at Macs till 8pm. then proceeded back to Esplanade, only to knw that shooting for the scene was postponed to the nxt day.

-.-

so yeah, baby sent me home...and i reached home at 10.30pm.
HAHAHAHA!
happy kapeeee member?!

thurday, had shooting again, but at Eunos. after shooting, met my babyboy at his hs. fell asleep until 2.40pm until he woke me up. went to Tamp interchange for facial with beloved Lorraine. it was good =) i did eyebrw shaping and lip threading. i swearrrr this is the thinnest eyebrows ive ever had. HAHAHA =))

then me, Emi, Lorraine, Aris and his cousin went to eat Nasi Ayam 1.80! hahaha =)) went to tamp mart afterwards to buy putu piring, bubbletea anddd waffle! haha. then slacked under the void deck and played POKER. Lorraine won the Poker game, and i think i won the other game. i forgot what's the name. LORRAINE! LOSER AH THE GUYS??? HAHAHAHA =))

Fridayyyy...went to darling's hs and watched Radit and Jani with him. Manymany things happened. Tears, Laughter. Everything happened. But in the end, everything's GREAT. =)

this week, monday to friday, was a rocky week.
really.
it wasnt easy for me, for him.
maybe i was overreacting? idk. or maybe it really was his mistake? idk.
Been thinking alot. but everytime i think of letting go, i'd remmber the good times. the times he's made me happy. the times he'd sacrificed just to see me smile. the times he'd bring laughter to my tears. the times he'd been there for me when i needed someone.

And i've just realised.
Why do we only see the mistakes when the bad happens, and forget all the good happy times?
Sometimes, all we need to do is to look beyond the imperfections and we'll see the sunshine.
we'll see what brings us happiness.
we'll see the good in others.
we'll see what's in our hearts.

and in my heart, i love him.
i truly do.
and i knw, i'll nvr be able to let go.
he has done soooo much for me, things that no other has done for me. and i knw that he's the ONLY ONE who can ever sacrifice for me like that. and i love him for that. i love him for many reasons, all craved in my heart. i dont care what he was in the past. all i knw is, he's a GREAT gentleman now.

a PERFECT guy for me.

i love you, Angel.
really love you.

Labels: imperfections.

WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥