Date: Saturday, August 25, 2007
hello =))firstly, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO KAK ZANA AND MY ABG =)) hope you guys last longggg...and and...secondly, to my beloved beloved girlfriend...AHHHHHHH!!!!! HAPPY..erm...HAPPY..HAPPY NEW RELATIONSHIP GF!! hope you'll be happy with my fren and tell me if he hurts you okay. i'll chopchopchop his you-know-what. wait no.maybe bf won't like it. so i'll ask him to chopchopchop for me okay =))) andddd...I LOVE YOU VERYVERY MUCH SWEETS. thanx for being a fren to me for like 8 years and counting.THIRDLY, AM SOOOOOO FUCKIN TIRED LAH OKAY. yest supposed to slp ard 11 plus bcos baby's gone to slp..kesiannnn die...so i was dozing off to slp when alia gf called me! YAY! happy for you gf..and we had a LOOONGGG time talking..ard 1 hour plus. talked bout lots and lots of things. from this to that, from that to this.HAHA =)) so by the time we hung up bcos of SOMETHING, i couldnt sleep anymore. called bf and talked to him. asked him to go bck to sleep, but he didnt want to. so i talked to him lah. heh. talked bout the past, talked abt my feelings and his. talked abt lots of things also...had sooo much fun talking to him..it's been a long time since we talked for LONG..like REAL LONG..in the end, i slept like ard 5.30 am. sooo much for wanting to slp early.hahaha! had dreams of i duno what. cant remmber. skali when my mama woke me up, it was already 2.30pm sehhh..haha!ive nvr slept till that late unless im like super tired. so i was like 'WOW..i wasted a whole morning by sleeping and not studying..gd job seh fezra..' hahaha!!!!so i ate and watched tv while baby boy lepaks with his friends. good for him. =)) talked to him at 4pm till 5pm, then bathed and gt ready for tuition. so here i am, writing (typing) in here =)okay. that's all okay. monday- A math exam..tuesday- geog exam...wed- E math and lit.elec..SOOOOO....i might not update for a loooonggg time..might be updating next week or smthing and i hope lia can make it to study at my house! =))CHEERS!! and i love YOU bf, remmber that sweet chocs! WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
Date: Friday, August 24, 2007
firstly... HAPPY 15TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY DARLING!!!! hope we'll last long =)) and thank you soooo much for the SONG DEDICATION ON RIA.. ( tuesday ).. im veryyyy touched lah eh baby. I LOVELOVELOVE CHA SOOO MUCH LAH EHHH....secondly, ALIA HAS A BF??? okay..im soooo waiting for her reply. OMG. i am like sooooo shocked. okay.nvm.thirdly, PRELIMS STARTED ALREADY! english ppr, okay...social studies, NOT okay...h.malay ppr 1, okay... NEED to do well for geog. and A-math.and science. and E-math. okay..i NEED to study now.FYI, I LOVE BF LIKE HELL. WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
Date: Saturday, August 18, 2007
FEZR[A]YISDAMMIT.miss him lah seh.. da more than 12 hours tau ni tk talk2 with him. i wasted my whole day not studying cos i couldn't study w/o him in spore. ( aiyooo..like soo manje ). he said he's otw back home. sure not tuuuu...ntah2 still down thr..sobsob.BABY!i miss you i miss you and i miss you. i promise i'll NEVER let you go. still remember the day i knew him. added him on frenster for fun on the 29th april '06. then on 30th, i remembered going out with gfs to watch some movie i cant remember which. that night, i slept late cos the nxt day is labour day.so on the comp and someone added me on msn (which was HIM lah)..i duno how the hell he gt the idea to add me up in msn cos i NEVER put my email add on my profile, if you have realised.then ard 12 plus gitu, he got online and we chatted and chatted. it was the first time i chatted with him but he'd already charmed me with his wittiness and humor.memories.i'll never forget.went to A LOT of places with him already. i'll cherish them. we got together at this unknown place (Kelantan Court)..bet you too don't even know right?haha! we got together on the 22nd May '06. so we were friends for.....22 days?right? hee =)ADORE him to death, and if he were to be beside me right now, i wanna pelokpelok him tight2 and kiss2 him! rindu seh..gone thru lots of stuffs with him, and i dun want it to end. i wanna go clubbing with him one day aft we got married, just to have the feel of it. not permanently. heh =) okaylah..me wanna off comp.nk wait2 for his CALL. MWAH!!! gdnight =)) WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
SAYANGGGGGG!!!!!!!
I MISH YOUUUUU...
okay ppl, in case you're like wondering, my baby went to johor this morning.wonder what he's doing now.aiyooo...rindu sehhh babe =) if you read this like tmr or what, AKU SAYANG KAU LAH BODO!fuck.i always duno how much i love you until you're not there to be with me. that's when i will finally realise that i love you v.v. much. really,duno why.it's true, the saying : you will not treasure the ppl ard you till they're gone ( correct kan?haha! )...okok..i know im like being mushymushy and all but yeah, i miss his voice.i miss him waiting for me to come hm..i miss everything abt him. ='(anyways, today's cross country day.got booked cos i was late. huda and yanti lah ni! but yeah, the 5 of us gt boooked. i have detention already actually, but i didnt report to the DM.haha! sooo..no one knows im supposed to get a detention already.haha! ok anyways,MY CLASS WON ZANY PARADE!!! 2nd place..but yeah, it's good enough considering we didnt rehearse at all as a class =))) I LOVE MY CLASS. then hujan lebat sehh. all of us gt wet. we went to lagoon to take a shelter till the rain stopped. ordered food and blablabla. ate satay! first time seh eat satay with my frens =) had a great time. laughlaughlaugh like hell. i love them. then in the bus, i slept! tired lah can. slept late last night cos i studied =))
took pix. bt lazy to upload lah.nxt tym alright =) I MISS MY DARLY. SOBSOB. WHEN ARE YOU COMING HOME DARL? ME MISSING YOU BADLY.AIYOOO.FEEL SOOOOO BORED AND LONELY WITHOUT YOU. i need a ****** right now. urgh! WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
Date: Monday, August 13, 2007
hello =))friday, saturday, sunday studied like hell =) no, actually not like hell. bt yeah, i studied! yay to me!haahaaa!!!! sis bf passed bike license. NEXT YEAR, BABY'S GONNA TAKE BIKE LICENSE!had a blast with belo who fetched me just now. had fun. =))) cant tell you how fun it was. it's a SECRET between us two. after this, going to bathe then study. then tonight gt tuition =)alahhh... sleepy sehhh. don't like sleepiness ah nowadays. waste time ah tdo, although sleeping is like my FAVOURITE-est hobby ( don't believe ask that belo boy )..haha!ok. am too tired to type any longer. better get going to the toilet. CHEERSSSS!!!!!!! ( okay. today im quite happy though im tired =) ) WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
Date: Friday, August 10, 2007
hello =)))woke up at 8.30 yest morning.ahhhh...like sooooo tired sehh =)) then did some work before getting ready at 10.30 to meet my darling =)) we were caught between two movies: Rush Hour 3 and Disturbia. wanted to watch Disturbia initially. thennnnn... darling said fazril said that die lemah semangat!HAHAHAHA! sooo,we watched Rush Hour 3. went out with darling and his friend, fazril and his gf, Azita ( sorry lau salah spelling yer ).. met them at city hall then went to LIDO (darling and my fav movie place =)) ) watched Rush Hour 3, it's sooo funny =) i like laughed out LOUD. REAL LOUD. a lot of times.hahaha! movie ended ard 3pm. we went far east to eat at KFC. didnt finish my food. dammit, now i regret nt finishing it! then darling and me followed fazril and gf window-shopping at far east to search for slippers. yes, slippers. idk why of all places far east. haha! ok, so search search search, then tkde. so me and baby said our gdbyes at ard 4.30pm. when we were walking home from tamp interc, i noticed we were like walking the opposite direction from everybody else. i was feeling soooo bloody sad lah can. nvm nvm. next yr ade. then darling gt vroom vroom BIKE! so it will be fun-NER.haha!when i gt home, i gt sooo bored. bt tired at the same time. felt soooo lonely cos i felt like i was the only one in the world who didnt go watch the fireworks thing. urgh! you should see my face back then. when baby gt home, i didnt know whether i should bathe or not. felt SOOOO lazy. BUUUT, when i felt the warm water on my skin, i decided to go bathe. omg. see how powerful water can be???? so i bathed.SOOOO sedap.then i gt sleepy.hahaha! talked with darling for a lil while, discussed abt my costume thing and all. sometimes i feel like darling is my GIRLFRIEND. yeah, really.like i tell him about EVERY SINGLE THING, from makeups to soccer.from face cleanser to cars and bikes. there's NOTHING in this world that we havent talked abt. plus, we BITCH A LOT. haha! we're really dammit bitches =)) so to people whom irritate us or practically have attitude probs, watch out. we might be bitching abt you jusssst right behind your back.haha! anyways, finally slept at 10.30 pm. waduuh, tired banget seh =)this morning woke up at 7am to get ready for school. no people, im not sesat. i do have school. sucks right? i know. have science practical mock test. finished at 11 plus. slept in the bus blablabla. went home and studied a-math. gt stressed and frustrated cos i couldnt do the tuition homework cos it's like BLARDY diff. so here i am, blogging. haha! kk. enough of the talking and shitting. time for PICTUUUURESSSSSSSS!!!!
PIX OF THE DAY =))))
WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
Date: Wednesday, August 8, 2007
OMGOMGOMG!!! my mama doesnt allow me to go watch fireworks. farking shit lah. ='( aiyoooo. spoil my mood seh. bt she allows me to go watch movie.so i guess i should be thankful enough. but yeah, the main thing is i wanted soooo badly to go see the fireworks sehh..urgh. seriously, i have no mood.anyways, back to normal terms with my friends. =) went to yanti's blk aft national day celebrations (my sch didnt hold any concert btw.boring,yes i know.) .. discussed stuffs for zany parade during cross country next sat.the theme is ARD THE WORLD..btw it is the first ever time the theme is interesting and not embarassing. so i was surprised actually that we were given this theme..haha!usually, the themes are like FOOD, FAIRIES lah..duno what else ah! all merepek sehh =)) my group ( huda,syaz,azrina,yanti and me) is doing EGYPT. omg! sexyyy, i know. hahaha! so yanti's the pyramid, syaz and huda are the mummies and azrina and me are the egyptian dancers..HEY!i didnt pick to be a dancer, mind you. syaz told me so i was like okay anything lah. because you see, azrina is a dancer and they said we're like compatible. maybe the height? or the hair? hahaha! okok. so we went there to discuss. actually we're supposed to paint2 cardboards for a pyramid, but ended up only me and azrina choreographing the dance. we're using Dance Like This. it sounds egypty, right? haha! syaz, huda and yanti pn provided us with the steps and all. so thanks guys =)) tried to do a cartwheel just now and...it was BLOODY SUCCESSFUL LAH CAN!!! hahaha! it's been like sooo damn long since i did one last year for cheerleading competition. so now i was told egyptian princesses do cartwheels when they fight. so i tried, and i was surprised by my own unknown ability =)))so that leaves me excited for zany cos i have a part to play. we finished the choreographing. very fast, i know. but it's not yet perfect. we'll make it perfect. yes, we WILL.tmr going out. just to watch a movie. see?i have a sad life. cant wait to get married. aiyooo. =))ok. will update tmr with pix. goodnite =)) WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
Date: Sunday, August 5, 2007
hello =))VERY pissed with the malays in my class. except for yanti. yes, if ure reading this, i am pissed with you guys. very the WTF. i wont blab things out here.anyways,met my wiwi yesterday!!! yay! met him at eastpoint.he went thr to repair his hp ( suke ah kau eh skg!! ).. he went thr the first time on thurs. then the girl working thr , Nurhuda, (see?i even know her name) ckp '' cantik girlfriend you '' to him. hahaa!!! mcm mepek kepepek gitu ehh.haha! then yest i saw her.haha! then i started teasing baby abt certain things and pretended to bejealous. but truth is, im not. haha! bt he said he likes it when im jealous. okay. does that make sense??? AHAHAHA! =))anyways, aft that went to banquet with him and shared crispy noodle dgn die cos ive eaten a lot at home before that. went back to tamp to buy angun ( or aun as people in the east calls it. west calls it angun, and since my babe is frm the west, i call it angun too) and went ard my area to *****.. then HAD FUN aft that.hahaha! =)) saw hamiza yest. she's with her fam i think. oh, i regret not agreeing to follow mama papa and kak to go out to tkc.damn! im like bored of studying actually.aiyooo =)) tot wanna stay at home to study initially. bt now, regretting my choice.just woken up frm sleep just now. had a very confusing dream bt duno what isit.haha! i can hear ppl karaoke-ing cos gt ppl marry. bileeee ni abg aku nk kawin. aiyooo. sooo LMBT! i cant wait for A LOT OF THINGS actually. really.haha=))oh baby, love you soo much. how i wish u live nearby or you have a bike license. then you can just come down to my area to see me right now. miss you lah babe =)) can you come down here?hahaha! okay. that's like a crazy proposal. dont listen to me. and eka, i dont care, your name and bai is NOT qiqa. sooo nk step cute! hahahaha! jkjk. bt i wun change the eqabai thing.it's okay what the name....aiyooooo bdk2 zaman skg..haha!school tmr. haven done malay hw. VERY ultra lazy to do it. urgh! have geog to memorise, which i haven done so. DAMMIT AH DAMMIT. this is what you get when you plus bored and stress feelings. URRFGGUUDSDBSJFHRBU =)))) WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
Date: Wednesday, August 1, 2007
hello =))yest i slept from 5pm to 5.40 am this morning. hahaha! like 12 hours of beauty slp.haha! was REALLY REALLY tired. god. just want to vanish from this world right now, really. haiyoooo.. v.stressed. lucky tkde pimples or white hair. it'll just make me more stress. wonder why some ppl just don't feel the stress. maybe cos they're not from MY ******* SCHOOL. no offence, but maybe my school's or teachers' causing the stress. urgh. wish i'd gone to some other school. btw sorry baby cos i slept yesterday and kept you waiting. love ya for understanding. =)) baby fetched me home from school today.had fun talking to him and playing ard in the bus, but we didnt like run ard in the bus lah. laugh and laugh with him, miss him lots. sooo sorry i cant spend much time with him any longer.tahan for a few months then can have fun already =)))) people who are taking o lvls next yr, ALL THE BEST and enjoy ur slp this year. HAHA!i feel so bored. i wanna go out. i wanna go shopping. i wanna SLEEEEEP. i wanna karaoke. you know it's been like a year since i sang with a microphone??? the last time was for hari raya celebration in my school where i have to sing like this raye song.haha! so yeah, baby i nk karaoke with you aft my o lvls okay??? the only one thing i'd miss abt TKGS are my loud classmates and the noise we can generate in class. not all of them. i'll just miss those who sit ard my area. and the malay peeps. and hamiza.and i duno what more. i wun miss the SCHOOL literally. or the teachers. i'll only miss cikgu zain, the best teacher i ever had or will ever have.i duno if i can do well for o lvls.what i mean by doing well is getting an aggregate of 10 points and below.yes, that's my view of doing well. k im going to study now. so bye!P.S: I REALLY DO SOUND LIKE A NERD NOW. FUCKFUCKFUCK. WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
