Date: Sunday, July 27, 2008
MY ANGEL. MY DARLING DARLING ANGEL.FARID! THANKS SOOO MUCH FOR THE PIC. I REALLYREALLY DONT KNW WHAT TO SAY TO YOU MAN BITCH! HAHAHA =) thanks tau! greatest friend!hellohello =)))went out with my Angel Darling to watch The Dark Knight! hahaha, met the love ard his area, at 2.30pm. met hafiz, his fren. anddd OHMYFUCK. i told youuuu, we have perfect colour coordination. i didnt knw what he was gonna wear. he didnt knw what i was wearing either. skali, i saw him wearing all black again. and i was wearing a black dress. HAHAHA =) like, super coincidence kn? nono, nt coincidence lah. IT'S FATED. haha, okay mcm PHM.walked all the way to E-hub at Downtown and caught the 2.50pm movie at the last minute. entered the theatre on time. =) the show was FUCKING FAB! cos it was a reallyreally nice show, PLUS i watched it with my very beloved. movie ended ard 5plus. met zaini and ida and went to eat at Downtown with them. =))) sent ida to emi's hs afterwards cos she's tutoring emi's brother. zaini went off for work, baby sent me home. took his sweater home. =)))))Angel Darling,
thanks soooo sooooo very much for the movie, the chicken chop, the sweater to keep me warm, the sending me home, the hugs and kisses. thank you sooo much, i really couldnt ask for more. well, it's been a great first movie date. AWESOME, actually. and im still missing you much, despite having spent soo much time with you nowadays. and i just cant wait to see you again for another day. everyday is like, it feels like, the first time i met you. the feeling is ALWAYS thr. and you knw hw much i love you. the relationship is still VERYVERY young. bt still, my love for you. it's indescribable. just thank you for all you've sacrificed for me, Angel.
and to zaini/ida/the watchout ppl.thank you for inviting me to the pit. Looking forward to saturday =)) Hope to see you ppl, and get to knw you guys! =) Takecare friends =)anddd to dearest ALIA QISTINA!HELLFUCK my dear bestie! hahahahaha =))) im soooo sooo happy for you. hope everything goes well for you and, ehem, ZAC. hahahaha =) LOVE YOU BABE. will always, alwys LOVE you. =))and to Lorraine Choo Darling!HAHAHAHAHA =)) congrats to you too babygirl! last long with zul okays?? im VERYVERY happy for you, really i am. i knw you're happy with him. and im happy to see you happy gf! hope everything goes well for you two. =)) Love you soo much babe! andddd when are we double-dating????? hahaha =)) WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
Date: Thursday, July 24, 2008
FEZRA NABILAH FADZIL
SHAIK MOHAMAD HELMI
KL DRIFT! hahaha =))
the one who made me fall in love.
drive me crazy. ALL THE TIME.
my sexy love.
THE HAIR! THE HAIRRRRR!!! URGHHHH.
JUST ME AND YOU, LOVE.pictures from tuesday. =)) went home ard 10plus yest night, ate at swensens with cheer mates. farewell dinner for seniors, sad yes. met the boyfriend aft school just nw, went to TP to watch him play soccer. NO, actually he made me go thr so i can watch over their bags. HAHAHA, kan baby! you DONT LIE TO ME ahhhh. hahaha =)) stayed till 7pm. then that idiot mati2 want to send me home. bt in the end, cabbed home. sooo, he had ZERO chance in sending me hm. YESSAAAA! =)) anwys babe, takecare of the CAMEL TOE okaysss?meeting Angel tmr.=))))and yes, darling. 12 hrs with you, it's still not enough for me either.imy, and ILY. WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
Date: Monday, July 21, 2008
YOU'RE ALL I EVER WANTED.hellohello =))it's tuesday morning, 8.30am. and im at emi's hs. HAHAHA =))you know, i know lah kannnn.hahahaa, that sleepyhead boy.life's been great.life's been good.hahahaha, BUT. mcm funny gitu.i mean, my life right nw.haha, nvm. you dont need to knw.=))BUT yeah, life's good for now.20072008. WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
Date: Sunday, July 20, 2008
MY SOMEONE.hellohello =))today. HAHAHAA =)) my sweetest angel. ermmmmm.something happened today.idk exactly hw to put it in words.my beloved ones knw what im talking abt.YES, IM VERYVERY HAPPY.in case you're wondering.the picture above says it all.P.S: im veryvery much in love. 20072008 EzMii WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
Date: Friday, July 18, 2008
HEY BABY, LET'S ROCK.hellohello =)))had a veryveryvery fun dayyyy today! =))had a half-day today, cos school had a commendation thing for the councillors at the church. so yeah, malay peeps stayed in sch and played PYRAMIDA. hahahaha =) FUNNY OR WHAT SIA! somehw, i found another side of some frens. and it was my first time talking to atleast one of the malay guys down thr. HAHAHA =) yes, first time. after sooo manymany months. anwysss, congrats to the couple, nadia and farid, for winning! hahaha =))went out of sch ard 12pm, and went down to TP to meet emi. =)) went out to Habibie to teman emi eat. farid came and then we walked to some bustop and took bus to CGH. farid and i waited for emi to have his scan, then went to siglap cos farid wanted to resign frm his workplace. haha, chilled ard thr, at KFC, and did lots of shits. =) waited till 6plus then proceeded to tamp mall and went G2000 cos SOMEONEEEE need to buy formal shirt for his presentation. HAHAHA, THE FEELING IS LIKE HMMMMMMMMM.walked hm with emi and farid. then chilled ard my area. =)to emi and farid:thanks for making my day. i swearrrrr i had sooo much fun tdy, dont ask me why. i just had lots of fun. thanks soooo much lah babes. =) farid, ure one of the greatest guy frens ive ever had. anddd emi, ure the greatest...EHEMMMM, greatestttt. erm. okay, lets skip that part.I FEEL FUCKING HAPPY RIGHT NW, AND IDK WHY.=))I love you, I love you, I love you...Baby, I love you, you are my life My happiest moments weren't complete if you weren't by my side You're my relation and connection to the sun With you next to me, there's no darkness I can't overcome You are my raindrops, I am the seed With you and God who's my sunlight I'm blooming, grown so beautifully Baby I'm so proud, proud to be your girl You make the confusion go all away from this cold and misty world I am in love with you (in love) You set me free I can't do this thing called life without you here with me Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love) I'll never leave Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me 'Cause I am in love with you (in love) You set me free I can't do this thing called life without you here with me 'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love) I'll never leave Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me And I know you love me, love me for who I am Cause years before I became who I am, baby you were my man I know it ain't easy, easy loving me I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me Later on in my destiny I see myself having your child I see myself being your wife and I see my whole future in your eyes The thought of all my love for you, sometimes makes me wanna cry Realize all of my blessings, I'm grateful to have you by my side I am in love with you (in love) You set me free I can't do this thing called life without you here with me Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love) I'll never leave Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me Every time I see your face, my heart smiles Every time it feels so good, it hurts sometimes Created in this world to love, to hold, to feel, to breathe To live you Dangerously in love, yeah I am in love with you (in love) You set me free I can't do this thing called life without you here with me Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love) I'll never leave Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me------------------------------------
it's for you, Angel Darling.really meant for you. WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
Date: Wednesday, July 16, 2008
SOME THINGS SHOULD BE LEFT UNSAID.-this is an outdated pic of mine. taken last year. =)))hellohello =))im freaking tired nowadays. like i said, AHEM, im exhausted. really am. these are the times when i start MIA-ing frm ppl. and just go to school, come back home, sleep and do my own business. ive thought things through, and decided that studies should be my ultimate first priority. idk, i dont want to get retained. and if THAT JASON can do it, why cant i right? i mean, freak. he brings ONLY a file to school, and A Levels are nearing. wtf is his prob? so if he didnt gt retained, WHY SHOULD I RIGHT?took my mind off some things for quite some time. to whoever it may concern, i cant deny some things. i cant say ive totally forgotten everything. but sometimes, you keep making ur existence known. and the efforts to forget, are wasted.I SWEAR IM SOOO FUCKING TIRED.had training! LALALALA =)) funfun.andddd to Lorraine and Sheena.if any of you are reading this, i reallyreally wanna have a girls' day out.out and away from everything.and go mat-watching and boy-crazy like how we used to be.i miss those times, the times when some bangla asked for my number, the times we see those old timer rockers with leather pants, the times we had a manicure and sheena had her LUCAS on the nails, the times lorraine just LOVEEE to dress up extravagantly for outings.i really miss those times.HAHAHAHAHA =)) WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
I DONT WANNA MISS A THING
Date: Saturday, July 12, 2008
I'LL STAND BY YOU. TODAY, TOMORROW and hopefully FOREVER.hellohello =))have you ever loved someone so deep,you just dont knw what to say at times?have you ever loved someone so deep,you just cant express your love with words?have you ever loved someone so deep,saying ' I LOVE YOU ' just isnt enough to please yourself?have you ever loved someone so deep,you just cry sooo sooo hard cos it hurts so bad?have you ever loved someone so deep,all you cared for is that someone and no one else?have you ever loved someone so deep,you just feel like spending the rest of you life with him?have you ever loved someone so deep,everything else in life seems perfect?have you ever loved someone so deep,everyone else around you seem to realise you're extraordinarily happy?have you ever loved someone so deep,it seems like CRYING is the best thing to do.BECAUSE THE LOVE, it's more than words.it's muchmuch more than just saying ' I LOVE YOU '.it's muchmuch more than just saying all those sweet words.it's muchmuch more than just saying ' I MISS YOU '.it's muchmuch more than just saying and explaining hw you feel.and all you want to do.is to be in his arms, and beg time to stop cos it seems so perfect.to see him every single second of the day everyday cos you cant get enough.to hold him in your arms cos you knw everything will be alright with him ard.he's the sweetest thing that has ever happened to me.and i DO mean it.reallyreally mean it.and i want it to last, i hope it will.i think i believe it will.i love him.dont ask me how, dont ask me why.IF IT COMES, IT COMES. WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
Date: Tuesday, July 8, 2008
One Day You'll Know, One Day You'll See.hellohello =)))last week was a happyhappy week. and this month has been one of the greatest months. =)) Met angel everyday, from monday to saturday. HAHAHAHA =)) MONDAY.saw emi at the bustop. he's just ended his lessons, and i was in the bus. saw him and smiled. =)) TUESDAY.accompanied emi to cut his hair. hahaha, im telling you. this boyyy ah. damn slenger. dont knw hw to tell the hairstylist hw to cut his hair. walked to tamp interchange with him afterwards anddd took bus frm thr. he sent me home, thank you emi. =) went out at night with sister to buy her new hp and reached hm at 11pm. WEDNESDAY.went out at ard 9am to TKGS to collect my graduation cert. hahaha =)) went to TP aft that. reached thr ard 12pm. called lorraine to meet up, saw emi cos he's done with lessons smhw. zul and lorraine accompanied me all the way. went to meet emi, farid and izzah at the canteen to eat. so yeah, slacked ard in the canteen until 2pm. emi, farid and izzah left first for their classes. then zul left for class at ard 3pm? i cant remmber. waited for emi to end class at 4pm. lorraine skipped class just to accompany me at ITAS, awwwww. THANK YOU SOOO MUCH GF! chilled at ITAS, emi joined us at 4pm. slacked thr till 5pm. emi sent me hm afterwards. =)))))))))THURSDAY.skipped school again! NYAHAHAHAHAHAHA! went to TP at 9am. sat down by myself and watched Superbad, while emi had lessons till 10am. HOHO. then yeah, went to eat at ITAS with emi, farid, lan and is. watched them play pool at Safra ltr on, fuck. damnnnnn funny. HAHAHA =)) okayokay. yeahyeah, then went to emi's hs to watch congkak. NONSENSE kn emi? hahaha =) like funny gitu. ard 5 plus gitu, emi sent me hm. bt thennnnn, went out again to tamp mart with emi, bought cd. ate at macs, till 7pm. then yeah, went to mummy's office after that. THANKS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME, silly. and thanks for the day. =)FRIDAY.college day! hahaha, slackeddddd like hell in sch. wtf, i knw. then yeah, left sch at 12pm to meet emi and farid opp TP. walkwalk, ate at KFC and went to TM. FARID LAH NI! im like superrrr sleepy alrdy, then lagik he wanna walk2 all. hahahaha, bising2 at him baru he wanna go hm! hahaha =)) emi sent me hm AGAIN, though he was sleepy. i knw he was, can see his tired face. sorry for troubling you, silly. slept frm 4plus till 6pm. called mum up, and yeah. she allowed me to go out. met the ITAS group on my way to meet emi. followed them to Tree Garden first, and excused myself to meet emi. met up with emi, zaini and ida at the bustop then we walked all the way to Teh Tarik Restaurant to eat dinner with his parents and his lil sister. Mother's damnnnnn pretty, and she looks superrrr young. Father's damnnnn funny, but serious. serious, but funny. well, u get the point right? hahaha =)) Sister's sooooo small! veryvery cute, hahaha. kept laughing when zaini kacau2 her. had a fun night, and thanks emi for inviting me over. and yes, love the family. but that's only half of the whole family. so yeah, there's MORE to come.SATURDAY.slacked at hm the wholeeee day. then called mummy up and asked her whether i could go out to have dinner. gt ready and met emi and farid at the bustop at ard 7pm. watched them eat dinner. didnt eat, cos i didnt feel hungry and i was still full frm the nasi lemak. hahaha =) slacked under the block aft that. they took my pic, emo-ing. idk wth it is forrrrr. anddd im waiting for farid to send me the pic! hahaha, wthwth. FARID, FASTER LAH BODO!! haha.SUNDAY.went out with sis to IKEA and borong the wholeee shop. hahaha. =)) then went out with mummy and sister. GIRLS DAY OUT, bebeh! hahaha =) okok MCM PHMMMM. came hm at 11pm. =))MONDAY.youth day hols! went out to tamp interchange at 9am to meet emi. he's like lateeee for class. thanks to him for nt waking up, despite my thousands of calls! took 23 to TP, and met lorraine at the bustop while emi rushed off to class. slacked ard with the beloved gf at ITAS, then ard 10am emi and farid joined us. then ltr onnnn, lan and is also joined us. blablabla, went to this place, idk wth it is called. bt yeah, it's cool. emi ahhhh, NOTY. disturbed farid and lorraine. hahaha, i swear they look cute together. i swear sia! very compatible. hahaha =)) they joked ard and all, then yeah. emi and farid had to leave for class at 1pm. why must good things come to an end??? then chilled ard with lorraine, then headed hm.TUESDAY.thanks, im sick. down with flu.absent from school.THANKSSSSS AHHHH!so generally. the past week had been a fucking fun week for me. yesyes! and lotsssss more things happened during the course of the week, which im nt blogging hre. hahaha =)))you make me happy.you make me smile.you make me grin the widest silliest grin possible.you make me laugh.the days and nights spent with you, are indescribable.i want things to stay like this forever.and as days pass by, i feel myself falling deeper and deeper.I DONT DONT MISS YOU.AND I DONT DONT LOVE YOU,ANGEL DARLING. WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
Date: Saturday, July 5, 2008
hellohello =)))Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you’re frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melted to the ground Found something true And everyone’s looking round Thinking I’m going crazy But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing’s greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your faceYet everyone around me Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep (keep) bleeding love (love)You cut me open WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
Date: Thursday, July 3, 2008
