Kiss The Sun Away ♥

FUCK YOU.

Date: Friday, January 30, 2009

im fucking frustrated right now.
dont even try to make me laugh, i might just smack your fucking face.

i swear to god i hate her.
and her fugly face.
and her fucking attitude.
yes, im a bitch. so glad you get to knw that now.
ive always been one.

fuck you.
and you for not saying anything.

p.s: ignore this post.
thank you.

Labels: fuck.

WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥

SENTOSA, CNY.

Date: Monday, January 26, 2009

Through the fire through the rain
Through the joy and the pain
*ESTE AMOR* remains the same
I'm a give you the world
Through the fights through the change
Through the nights through the days
*ESTE AMOR* remains the same
I'mma give you the world

hellohello =))

TODAY IS ONE OF THE FUNNEST AND HAPPIEST DAYS!!
haha. went to Sentosaaa with Love, my sister and Annn (sis's bf).
okay, initially annoyed. wont say the reason why,it'll offend some ppl. reached thr ard 2pm by train. planned to travel by car bt mum needed the car. set out the mat and we ate what my beloved mum cooked for us. she woke up sooo early, just to cook us Kway Teow goreng, ayam goreng, egg sandwich and hotdogs. HAHAHA! niceee right my mother. Thank You mother sayang, though you wont be reading this. LOVE YOU sooo much for manymany reasons and this is one of them.

after eating, sister and me went to toilet to change and we gt bck, this is what i see:

YES!
my retarded bf did that while we were in the toilet.
AWWWWWW. thank you baby. seriously MANIS.
HAHAHAHA!

then all four of us played VOLLEYBALL!
hahaha, my first time playing bt i think i rocked enough.
okaylah, maybe i didnt. perasan only.
but one thing for sure, my sister KENTAL.

WAHHH WAHHH, ceh Annn!

Fifi and Annn. SHUTUP. i know she looks like me -.-

YES, i can carry Emi who's 1.7++ m tall.

EMI MCM GIANT KANNNN???!!

BONCIT!!!!

WTF B????!!! haha, nk step stuntman katekn.

NOTICE the guy in black shorts sitting down in the middle of nowhere: EMI. HAHAHAA!!

sooo, had muchmuchMUCH fun just nw! i think my hands bengkak alrdy, thx to volleyball. haha! left Sentosa ard 6.50pm. cabbed to Annn's hs, his sister's bday. gedebak gedebuk, we reached hm ard 10.15pm.

TIRING BT FUCKING FUN! ( in my language )

anw, yest had dinner with my family after taking Geog notes from Isaaaa! haha =) had dinner at Lau Pa Sat. Parents sent us home, then sent my babyboy home. yes, only my parents and HIM. hahaha!

FRIDAYYYYY!! had CNY celebrations. we did dikir barat andddd IT WAS A SUCCESS!! spending time with all these mly peeps made me realise hw much ive missed in my first yr in SA. and i thought school was BOOORINGGGG! ( with exaggeration pls ). ive NEVER laughed sooo hard in school, and these ppl gave me LIFE. im ALWAYS DEAD in school. step out of school, teros hidop balek. hahaha! bt really, can say i love them and im looking forward to spending more time with them.

Oh, and i have a MINAH partner in school alrdy. FINALLY, haha. after all these years searching for one. HAHAHA!

That's Rasul! The one who nvr fails to bitch and nvr fails to make me laugh like crazy. Sad to say, he brings me LIFE in school. and im serious abt it. HAHAHAHA!

andd after dikir, went lunch with them at Geylanggg! Rasul rabak. Go lah with your cinone frens! Seoul garden konon! SIOLLLLLL AJE! hahaha! ard 4pm, met Love and spent time with him until 8.30pm. he went for soccer, and i went home at 9pm.

P.S: CNY and the nong nong weekend is just making me sigh to school assignments.

and bodo, aku sayang kau.

Labels: sentosa

WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥

JE T'AIME.

Date: Tuesday, January 20, 2009

I've often think of the question you've asked me.
Why do I love you? Here goes sweetie.

It's the beauty of your smile; it's everything that you do.
For I see happiness when I look at you.
The way you dance, your silly wink,
The way you laugh, or simply how you blink.
The love I feel when you hold me tight.
A love to keep me warm through the coldest of nights.
How you make me feel, how you open up my heart.
All the hopes that you bring right from the start.
How your tender kisses can put me in a daze.

I love you baby in each and every way.
How you lift me up, how you gave me flight,
Forever is what I see when I look into your eyes.
My heart beats to a new rhythm, a rhythm of love.
All because of you my angel sent from above.
You're my ray of light on those dark, gloomy days.
You are the answer to all of my prayers.

I can continue with my reasons, my list is endless.
For I love you more and more as each day progresses.
So why do I love you?let me tell you why...
Because you're my hopes, my dreams, my love my life.

Labels: love poem.

WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥

RECEIPTS.... -.-

Date:

There's so much in you, which the rest failed to see.

hellohello =))

oggayyy. i just realised i keep ALOT of receipts in my wallet. like SERIOUSLY alot! LOL.
most of them are just likeee, memories yknw. okay. actually ALL of them are memories.

1) Starbucks coffee receipt - the SECOND date with Shaik Emi. hahaha. starbucks coffee at TM. it was on 11th June 08. LOOOONGGG ago. the receipt is faded. VERYVERY faded.

2) Melleo's Place receipt - 1st Nov. went to eat thr after a HUGEEEEE fight. so yes, memories.

3) Bistro Walk receipt - kay. you might nt have heard of this place cos it's in TP. hahaha, went to his sch and we decided to eat ice-cream waffles in this cafe. 28th Oct 08.

4) Ya Kun Kaya Toast receipt - 8th Nov, i remmbered it was a happy day. bt i cant recall what we did that day. LOL. okay, i just looked at my previous blog posts. we went cycling that day! hahaha, yesyes. HAPPY DAY!

5) Swensens receipt - our first time eating swensens togethr on our 5th mnth!!! =)

6) Starbucks Coffee receipt - our 2nd Starbucks date. haha, TOWN AT TEN!!! *inside joke*

7) Celio* Paragon receipt - HIS BDAY PRESENT!!

8) Lee Cooper receipt - HIS BDAY PRESENT!

9) Ikea receipt - his bday candles. okay, i knw. WTH, RIGHT???

10) Singapore flyer receipt and tickets - HIS BDAY TREAT!!! =)

11) Bengawan Solo receipt - HIS BDAY CAKE!! hahaha, wth.

12) NTUC Fairprice receipt - 131208, we bought manymany snacks just to eat at his hs while watching Transporter, i think. -.-

okay dah.
this is just a random post.
WTHWTH.
ok bye!

Labels: random

WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥

HAPPY THE SIXTH! =)

Date:

Because when i close my eyes, all i can see is YOU.

HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, LOVE!!
hoho.
half a year, huh? seems fast,isnt it?

idk howwww many million times ive said this,
but again. I LOVE YOU.
(okayyy ppl, shutup. i knw ure bored READING my 'I love you's)

cant believe we've gone this far.and i hope we'll go further,cos you make me happy all the time.
okay, that sounds self-centered. BUT REALLY! and im sorry for making you suffer all this while. i know im difficult to handle, but you did it. and im still SOOOO in love with you! even after 6 months.

okay, wait. ive been in love with you MORE than 6 months! it's..7 mths, right? we both knw,we're both at fault if anything goes wrong. like, say..you did stupid mistakes and i threw tantrum all over. but you forgave me and vice versa. thr's no such love in the world where thr's no arguments here and there. NOTHING'S PERFECT. if it is, then there must be SOMETHING WRONG. hahahaha =))

im becoming soooo dependent on you, that i hate it.
i hate being sooo un-independent now.
i hate having to have you with me when im out just to buy macs.
i hate talking to you on the phone all the time cos i miss you.
i hate staring at you staring back at me,making me all flushed.
i hate having you to be the one taking care of me,looking out for me.
i hate needing your arms to wrap ard me, just to feel secured once again.
i hate thinking abt you all the time,even the most irritating thing you did.
i hate knowing that my heart will break if you ever hurt it.
i hate laughing in classes,just cos i was thinking of you being silly.

and i hate knowing that how much i try to hate you or hurt you,i'll still love you more.

i just hate you.

HAPPY 6TH MONTH LOVING YOU, BABY.
=)

Labels: love

WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥

HAPPY BDAY, MOTHER!

Date: Sunday, January 18, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!!
=))
she'll soooo kill me if she knows im posting this picture in the public view.

soooo anw, it was a greatgreat dayyyy! in the morning, went to ugame class ( SHUTUP RASUL. i knw what you're thinkingggg.)..then woke baby up at 11.30am.. reached home,got ready and met Emi under my void deck to go to TM. bought mum the Carlo Rino wallet and purse, then sister and bf came to fetch us. went to buy manymany stuffs, then went back hm ard 3.45pm.

sister ordered Pizza Hut and Golden Pillow. everyone was at home, except for brother cos he had to work. so Pizza Hut came like superrrr fast. so while waiting for the Golden Pillow to arrive, we took pix and set the table. after much waiting till we CANNOT wait anymore, we started eating pizzas. baby ate like SOOO MANY slices lah! hahaha, BONCIT!

FINALLY, the Golden Pillow arrived, and we ate and ate nonstop! hahaha, full gilerrr lah. thennn...the opening of presents..
sister gave my mum Espirit perfume and my dad Espirit perfume also, cos it was their 27th Anniversary on the 16th Jan. Annn gave my mum a handbag, idk what brand. Papa, Emi and me gave her the wallet and purse. Brother and Kak Zana postponed the gift. =)))

after the makan2, we all just slacked. me and baby sat outside,sing2 dance2...erm looking up songs on my lappy..blablabla..then ard 7pm, baby went home.

overall, i had a fun and fantastic day today with all my loved ones, except for brother and my grandparents. and i hope that baby had a wonderful day too today, getting to knw more abt my family!

I LOVE YOU BABY.
i swear i do.
and thanks for joining my family okay!

I LOVE THIS PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: loved ones.

WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥

GATHERINGS!! =)

Date: Saturday, January 17, 2009

hellohello!!! =)))

as you can seeeee, i was with bb's family!! =))

woke up to Jannah's txt, plus manymany muscle aches (thanks to cheer training yest)... supposed to go buy my Mummy's bday present. bt tk jadi, cos Daddy forgot to give me money. and coincidentally, baby's mother asked me to join them for lunch! HOHOHO.

but, i didnt knw his aunt and uncle were joining! so yes, NERVOUS. bt i did meet them once. no, twice. during the chalet. went to Eunos CC, food thr was damnnnn NICE!!! so we ate, while watching tv, ppl singing hindustani songs. =) not that bad. their singing, and the place's food i mean. anw, BOTTOMLINE issss...... i enjoyed the great day and great food! Thanks to baby's parents...thank you sooooo much for inviting me along.

then his parents dropped us off at TM. i swearrrr we had nooo idea what to do. i managed to drag Khairil along, that loser! hahahahaha! =)) jkjk. so yes, we went to Cotton On. baby bought two shirts and i managed again to convince Khairil to buy a blue shirt. you knw hw diff it was or nt? YOU KNWWWW OR NOT?!!

then went to survey PS3 prices and all, when we reached Pasir Ris, Khairil and us parted ways cos he just went off with his friend. hahaha =) so me and baby just chilled ard and yeah, i storied to him abt Rasul. YES, RASUL! IT'S YOUR NAME. WE *BITCHED* ABT YOU! hahaha =) nooo lah, we didnt BITCH. told him hw much FUN i had on a Friday afternoon in school yest. ive nvr had a fun Friday or any days. =)))

so today was like baby's family gathering.
and tmr's gonna be MY family gathering.
IT'S MOMMY'S BDAYYYY TMR!
im buying her a Carlo Rino Wallet.
*SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*
daddy's paying 70% of the price. me and emi share the rest!
i did a bday card for my beloveddddd mum.i knw it sounds childish, bt ive been doing that for her and my daddy all my life. so it's not something out of the ordinary for me.
CANT WAIT FOR TMR!!!

sooo, talking abt fridayyy.
aft sch, waited with Rasul, Firqin and Nadia for Dk Barat practice for CNY. had lotsssss of laughters. FUN PPL! i nvr tot this yr would be soooo good. ard 4pm, left for cheer training, omg! did handstandsssss...EXCITING!! bt my techniques sucked. thanks to the not gg for training for almost...TWO MONTHS? hahaha.

soooo, before i forget...
HAPPY ADVANCED BDAY, DEAREST MUMMY!
you're the light to my path, wherever i walk.
and you NVR give up on me, even when i disappoint you.
you're the MOST forgiving person i knw, the most patient, and the most loving.
I LOVE YOU AND PAPA MOREEEE than anybody else in this whole UNIVERSE.
and i would NVR trade you for another.
you might be difficult for me, and i might be difficult for you.
but i love you too much to rebel, and hence the acceptance of rules.
I LOVE YOU, MOTHER.
and i would literally DIE without you, cos you ARE my life.

and to babylove.
a reply to your post:

YESSS! i cant believe it'd be our 6th Month soon! time flies sooo fast. and thr's sooo many things ive discovered abt you, bt thr's much more to knw. really, idk why im soooo attached to you. You took my eyes off other guys and nw it's only seeing YOU. which is weird, considering im Fezra.
I love you babyboy, second to my family.
Bt I love you, and trust me on this.
It'd be our 1st year in a blink of an eye..then 7 yrs.
and i knw you'd be the reason to my smiles for a LIFETIME.

Labels: mother.

WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥