25 Random Things About Me.
1) I fart and burp whenever and wherever i want to.
2) Im full of vulgarities.
3) I constantly lie to myself that im actually smart.
4) I have a HUGE appreciation for the performing arts.
5) My short-term dream is to dance salsa.
6) And join a dance competition.
7) Im lazy, like DAMNNN lazy. Even Emi says so.
8) I have 6 pillows and 3 teddys on my bed.
9) I LOVE to sleep.
10) My long-term dream: Be an accountant, get married, have 4 kids.
11) I think, having an engineer as a husband would be damn sexy.
12) I think I have a fetish for tall guys,aka Emi, though ive always thought, HEIGHTS DONT MATTER. -.-
13) I can watch a dance show all year round.
14) I cry when I watch sad,soppy movies. and it'll be continuous for a longggg time.
15) Ive turned myself into a partial nerd, i think.
16) I have no intentions whatsoever to cheat on Emi, and this is WEIRD.
17) I dont feel like socialising anymore now. (aka making new friends)
18) I dress according to my mood.
19) I dont wish to be taller, except when i have that sudden aspiration to be a stewardess. -.-
20) Emi and I are alrdy choosing what to wear for our wedding. SHUTUP. dont laugh.
21) I walk ard the house when im bored.
22) I can give myself a movie marathon.
23) I used to think i was psychotic.
24) I want to ride a bike, and i will. Just watch me.
25) LEGALLY EIGHTEEN THIS YEARRRRR!!!!
and you.
i love you much. and im missing you even more.
=))
Labels: twenty-five.
WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
BAILA, BAILA im feeling so emotional right nw. and idk why.
maybe its the I-have-to-do-GP-but-im-fucking-lazy.
plus I-just-watched-the-finale-of-SoYouThinkYouCanDance4. (i hate endings)
and the Im-missing-you-so-much.
plus listening-to-Three-Cheers-For-5-Years.
all remixed together.
i miss you damn much. but you're thr, busy studying so am not gonna disturb you with I miss you msgs. i knw you wont mind, bt still. no. GO STUDY. =)
i still remmber the day i first saw you, so hard to look into your eyes.
i still remmber the first date,stole me heart away.
i still remmber the texts after that, 'in my eyes, i see things differently'.
i still remmber the starbucks date,we walked home.
i still remmber the park,that gaze.
i still remmber the calls, the songs.
i still remmber the What Happened in LV, the first.
i still remmber the 20th, the letter and the question.
i still remmber marina square, the jets and the heart in the sky.
i still remmber the tears, sorry.
i still remmber the flyer, was so happy.
i still remmber every single shit, loving you every moment as i breathe.
and when we fight, i miss you the mostest.
Labels: missing
WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
THE NOT-NEEDED FACEEEE!! hellohello =)))
okay. maybe it's abit too late to wish you this.
BUTTTT.
HAPPY BELATED 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSAIRE, ANGEL!
=)
truth is, i actually FORGOT. hahaha!
this is hw i remmbered my 7th monsary (thanks to my beloved frens!) :
firqin: eh, today what date ah?
hayati: 19th Feb.
fezra: kpale hotak kau 19th. 20th lah!
( Fezra stops in her actions. )
fezra: OMG! TODAY 20TH????!!!! AKU BODO KAPE SAKKKKK???!!! nari aku nye 7th mnth! HAHAHAHA! (searching for hp like mad woman)
izzati: bodoooo sak kau. hahaha.
fezra: OMG! OMG! (still searching for hp)
however, i didnt msg him and decided to surprise him at hm. told him i just board the bus frm sch when ive alrdy reached his area. BUT HE KNEWWWW I WAS LYING! fuck you fuck youuuu! i was right in front of the doorstep, and just when i was about to knock, he opened the door with a ppr written ' HAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!! '
hahaha. LOSER. so he actually remmbered.
gahhhhh.
i thought he'd forgotten. LOL.
i want to be short but simply sweet like you, but sadly. ive no gift like that.
these past few mnths of knowing you, lightens up my life. and i dare say, you are the one for me cos you make me sooo happy when you can make me sad at the same time. you make me cry tears of joy, and you make me blush. you've made me fall so deeply in love, im so faithful like ive nvr been before. LITERALLY, yes. only YOU can handle my behaviour, only YOU can tolerate my attitude, only YOU can hear my first laughs, only YOU can wipe my first drop of tears. I love you more than you can ever imagine. And trust my words, i love you like no one else can.
im sorry if ive made life difficult for you. im sorry if ive been the most hard to please girl you've ever met, im sorry if i demand too much of you, im sorry ive been such a bitch. but nevertheless, you should knw that im always thankful that i have you in my life, loving me for who i am. although everyone knws how disgusting i can get, you still love me as much. im still your cute little girl, somehw. i cant wait for our future tgether, 6 more years baby! you knw i wont promise you forever, cos promises are meant to be broken. bt i REALLY HOPE that i'd be always there for you when you need me the most, that i'd always be thr for you, loving you with all my heart. and im just waiting for the days when i'll be happily yours forever. you're the sweetest.
Here's to manymanymany seconds/minutes/hours/days/weeks/months/years to come. Here's to YOU AND ME.
didnt attend sch tdy, THANKS TO FLU. Miss my crazy bunch today. was typing THIS when SOMEONE aka RASUL, called. pretending to be a teacher.
(HP RINGS)
Fezra: Hello?
Rasul: May i speak to Fezra pls?
Fezra: Fezra here, who's that?
Rasul: im your co CT from 09S16. Why didnt you attend school tdy?
Fezra: Oh, im down with flu.
Rasul: I EXPECT an mc from you tmr, is that understood?
( WTF DOES THIS TCHER WANT FROM ME????)
Fezra: ive msged Mrs Liau this morning, i have an mc.
Rasul: I called your parents just now, and they said you went to sch. Can you give me an explanation?
(i was THIS CLOSE to screaming my vulgarities out. )
and thennnn...i heard laughing laughing in the backgrd. FUCK YOUUU PEOPLE!
hahahahahahahahha =) besok, SEME jage okay!
and rasul, you successfully conned me, not because im STUPID. bt because you REALLY sound like a WOMAN. haha, REALLY!!!
so that was the joke of the day, aka GERAMNYE-BESOK-AKU-BANTAI-KRG-CUKUP2 joke.
till then, much love. =)
If I were a builder
Then you'd have a castle
Drive on the highest mountain
And if I were a buildiner
I'd give you every material thing
But unfortunately all I have to give to you
Is an imperfect heart
But it's a heart that beats only for you
Listen to this girl if you give me one shot
I will love you forever now
No man will do you better now
Love is a risk
But if you give me one shot
I will show you your the only girl
In the world who can
Give me this feeling
Baby, that's how I feel about you
You're one in a million
I'd rather die than live without you
We can't miss
So if you give me one shot
We can do it girl {we can do it girl} do it girl
I'm talkin' 'bout love in the mornin'
Just like you want it
Anything you need you can call me for it
Now girl I'm only human
I'm full of many faults
I'm guaranteed to fall short (guaranteed to fall)
But you'll never hear about me cheating
'Cause I never would betray your trust
No matter what
I will look to you and only you for love
I treat your soul like it was mine
What a privelege to me to breathe your air
Doesn't that say that I care?
Listen to this girl if you give me one shot
I will love you forever now
No man will do you better now
Love is a risk
But if you give me one shot
I will show you *you're* the only girl
In the world who can
Give me this feeling
Baby, that's how I feel about you
Your one in a million
I'd rather die than live without you
We can't miss
So if you give me one shot
We can do it girl {do it girl} do it girl
I'm talkin' all my heart
All my soul
Always stay
Never go
Ohhh yeah
But unfortunately all I have to give to you
Is an imperfect heart
But it's a heart that beats only for you
Listen to this girl if you give me one shot
I will love you forever now
No man will do you better now
Love is a risk
But if you give me one shot
I will show you your the only girl
In the world who can
Give me this feeling
Baby, that's how I feel about you
*You're* one in a million
I'd rather die than live without you
We can't miss
So if you give me one shot
We can do it girl {do it girl} do it girl
I'm talkin' 'bout everyday
Everynight
The rest of your days
The rest of your life
Listen to this girl if you give me one shot
I will love you forever now
No man will do you better now
Love is a risk
But if you give me one shot
I will show you your the only girl
In the world who can
Give me this feeling
Baby, that's how I feel about you
You're one in a million
I'd rather die than live without you
We can't miss
So if you give me one shot
We can do it girl {do it girl} do it girl
Labels: million in one.
WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
To those who didnt knw, YES I CHOPPED OFF MY HAIR.hellohello =))
OMG! its been like, what? A MONTH since i last updated? HOHOHO. okay, truth is. ive been busy with school. FEZRA? SCHOOL? ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS??? quite not sadly, yes. busy with school. been having sooo much activities, sooo much fun with schoolmates. some days, i just wish we can all overnight there. i think, this is the moment of my life.
ive nvr been school spirited, even in sec sch days. i'll go home straight aft sch. not cos im a goody-two-shoes, bt i cant STAND staying bck in sch. every second KILLS me.i'd go hm to change out of my uniform and go bck out with home clothes. reason being, MUCH MORE FREEDOM. so anywys, MRC ppl ( Malay Retainees' Club ) have been making my life the best this yr. we slack together, study tgther, laugh FUCKING loud tgether.
Izzati, Rasul, Firqin, Nadia, Farid, Hayati, Adilah and Jannah. THE BEST PPL YOU'LL EVR MEET. Rasul, jgn kembang pls. okayokay, dah eh. enough eh of the emo2 compliment2 ni seme.
sooo anyways, me, Izzati and Firqin have been busy choreographing our Malay-Bali Dance for performance. and i hope it'll turn out nice. =)) and i think im joining Rhythmic Gymnastics. OKAY. shutup pls.
life with Shaik Mohamad Helmi has been FABULOUS. soooo manymany incidents happen during this one mnth. Funny, though. Coming seventh mnth. YAY! =) i love you soo veryvery much,and im still meeting you almost everyday. Fuck You, bastard. Hahaha. Anyways, ive uploaded manymany pictures of LAST MNTH. haha =) and i MISS MY LONG HAIR =( i swear i wont cut it everrr again.
truth is right nw, im feeling abit bitchy. hahaha =)
okay. Firstly, WOMAN. In case you havent realised, your ex is MY VERY BELOVED BOYFRIEND. and i seriously beg to differ that he's a bad boyfriend. He told me he WAS before he met me, bt the way he treated me right from the start is, in my opinion, much better than yours. So the next time you put 'MY PREV EX', pls be careful with your words. Cos yknw what? you dont have to cmpare. if your LOVE is great, then it is. there's no questions abt it. i dont do comparisons.
please dont be such a loser.
understand that he treated you that way,
cos YOU'RE NOTHING SPECIAL.
not saying that i am. but hey,try to prove me wrong.
and dont take this to the heart,
im just giving you a friendly advice NOT to insult ppl just as you like.
=) stay happy with your loved one!
Labels: pathetic.
WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥
