Kiss The Sun Away ♥

TOWN AT TEN

Date: Friday, December 26, 2008

YOU DRIVE ME MAD ALL THE TIME, BT I LOVE YOU ALL THE SAME.

IM CRAZY ENOUGH TO STICK WITH YOU, COS IM CRAZY OVER YOU.

YOU'RE MORE THAN WHAT THE WORLD CAN EVER GIVE ME.

THE REASON TO MY TEARS,BT HELL. HOW DO I LIVE W/O YOU?

BENEATH THE STARS, YOU GAVE ME YOUR ETERNAL KISS.

THIS IS THE GIRL WHO LOVES YOU LIKE NO OTHER.

THE ONE WHO SWEPT ME OFF MY FEET, and still does.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, EVEN WORDS ARE NOT ENOUGH TO EXPLAIN ANYTHING.

hellohello =)))

OMGOMG!

one of the fuckinggggg greatest days today!!

so anw, woke up at 9.30am. damn sleepy cos i slept ard 5am? hahaha =) yes, talked to love. the other day we talked till 6.30am, we slept when our families had woken up. LOL. crazy. accompanied brother and my future sis-in-law (AHHHH! EXCITEDDDD!) to the doc cos brother is down with fever. then we ate at bedok, and off to Tanjong Katong Complex to take Kak Zana's and bro's clothes for Sunday. i sent this baju kebaya for alteration for Sunday also. ahahahaha=)

then we cabbed home, brother sent his future wife home first though. =) reached home ard 1pm, thennnn....I SLEPT! hahaha =) was supposed to wake babylove up at 2pm, bt yeah, i slept till 3.30pm. LOL. then talked otp with him till 5pm, got ready, left home at 6pm. reached love's hs, and we made MAGGI GORENGGG! hahaha =) Loser sia. went out from his hs at 7.15pm. AND WE STILL DIDNT KNW WHR THE HELL TO GO. pathetic, right?

sooooo, we just train-ed to Town. hahaha, and when we reached thr, we just roamed abt aimlessly. sat down somewhr and CAMWHOREDDDD! hahaha =) then decided to drink at Starbucks! WOOOO! =)) bought this chicken ham thing, oh fuck. damnnn nice =)

then sat in front of lido, chilled for a while and smoked.

*TOWN AT TEN BABY!*

hahaha, yes. town at 10pm. FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME. haha =) kecoh.

baby sent me home afterwards, reached home ard 11.10pm.

HAPPPPPYYYY KAPE.

=))))

thanks, love. for the lovely night out. and though we didnt really have any plans, you still rocked my night. and the time at starbucks, is priceless and it reminded me of our first Starbucks date. =) and please, STOP STARING AT ME. thank you. i wasnt blushing, it was my BLUSHER, you idiot. *blush*

got home, and he said 'B, this song's for you.'

The blue clouds, they spell out your name

The darkest nights, you shine in them

I love you & I cant imagine

If you're not here with me

It's early days but I know for sure

That what I feel is real sincere

Let's make this, the best time of our lives

Be my better half

I'll give you my world

I'll treat you nice

Cos for my love

I'll sacrifice

Anything I could

Everything I would

Chorus

My love

You're everything I could ask for

Your smile makes me happy

Your tears makes me sad

And I know for sure

This is the best feeling I ever had

Your love

Brighten my dimmest light

Make my heart beat faster than before

As days pass I'm gonna love you more

I promise

Bridge

I wanna say something to you

There's no one else that swept me off my feet like the way you do

And all I want is you

I promise that our love would shine if you let me with you

(Chorus)

Labels: fall for you.

WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥

will you still love me tomorrow?

Date: Thursday, December 25, 2008

hellohello =)

hmm.

hmmmm.

okay. i really have NOTHING to update.

im just a lil upset, and thought of blogging.

wth, i knw.

-.-

changed my blog song.

dedicated to beloved Shaik Md Helmi.

cos i NEVER fail to be reminded of him playing the drums whenever i listen to THAT song in my Zen. (though the song in my zen is played by another band)

Just two words.

FUCKING HOT.

im still contemplating whether i shd or shd not go to the birthday party tmr.

held at Hyatt Hotel.

so grand, right?

it'll end ard midnight.

so here's the thing:

if i go, i'll get to eat the free food. it's not EVERYDAY you get to go Hyatt Hotel and eat thr FOR FREE, right?

on the other hand, if i dont go, i get to spend my night time with My Shaik. and it's not like EVERYDAY i get to spend my night time with him till 11pm, right?

so, yes. im in a complete dilemma.
please help.

and no, im NOT upset abt that.

Labels: dilemma

WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥

CONVERSATION.

Date: Tuesday, December 23, 2008

i forgot to add in this.

Me: Omg! BUTCH b! BUTCH!
Boyf: I knowwwwwwwwwww. -.-
Me: See lah. The butches gt ALL the pretty girls.
Boyf: So, are you trying to say im a butch?

HAHAHAHAHA.
wth.

SWEET-TALKER.

Labels: sweet talks

WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥

THE FIFTH.

Date:

ETERNAL KISS

GLADIATOR!! nice righttt?

FAILED POSING ATTEMPT

yes, he was smacking my face.

F.E.Z.R.A

S.H.A.I.K

hellohello =))

those pix are from SUNDAYYY!

as you knwww, saturday was our 5th month. bt didnt celebrate it cos i went to jb with family. will get bck to sunday in a short while. will talk abt saturday first.

woke up at like, 8am? PFFT.

and i slept at 5am?

-.-

slept in the car.

when i woke up, still stuck in the jam at Tuas.

almost 2 hrs of jam. -.-

anwwwww, bought MANYMANY stuffs =))

okay, not THAT many. bought a white dress, a white GLADIATOR sandals (ive been wanting one, and its GORGEOUS!), A FUCKING beautiful bag and a headband. all under 40 bucks. =))

sooo back to sunday. met baby at Eunos cos he had *ahem*. then took bus 51 from wan's hs, to go city hall. guess whr we went?

SWENSENS AT MARINA SQUARE, BEBEH! =)))

my first, and his first.

no, not our first eating swensens literally.

ah nvm, go figure okay? =)

then we went jln2 at marina square and just chilled ard at the manymany steps. camwhored =))

afterwards, went to Esplanade's rooftop and just watched the scenery.

sooo monday. went to his hs, watched Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging. did some 'cooking' with him. hahaha =) yes, we always do that. 'COOKING'. haha, this time it was Fried Ice-Cream. damnnn nice. and also Roti Fries. LAGIIIIII nice! =)))

all thanks to the CHEF. My future chef.

=))

tuesday was all abt slacking at home, without bathing.

and i cut my fringe.

ALL BY MYSELF.

and im proud of it, cos it isnt all tt bad afterall.

=))

Labels: celebration =)

WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥

CLEARING DOUBTS.

Date: Saturday, December 20, 2008

Every Breath Is Your Love,
Every Heartbeat Beats Your Name.

hellohello =))

first and foremost, would like to wish my darling babyboy..

HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY, ANGEL!

okay,would elaborate ltr on at the end. been busy this whole week. had a very rough week, starting monday. On tuesday, met Emi and he gave me the teddy bear + flowers like the one above. =))) AWWWWW, baby. thank you sooo sooo much. watched Sky of Love with him.

WEDNESDAY! had shooting at City Hall. LOL. before that, met Emi then we train-ed together. he dropped at Eunos cos he had bike practical that day,and i dropped off at City Hall. That day was FUN! started shoot at ard 5 plus, camwhored ALOT with Fuzy, Dina and Fadiana. HAHAHA =)) it was Abg Khai's bday. haha, he also sebok2 camwhore with us. LOL. anw, baby came down to meet me at City Hall with Hafiz. Me, Dina, Fadiana and the guys ate at Macs till 8pm. then proceeded back to Esplanade, only to knw that shooting for the scene was postponed to the nxt day.

-.-

so yeah, baby sent me home...and i reached home at 10.30pm.
HAHAHAHA!
happy kapeeee member?!

thurday, had shooting again, but at Eunos. after shooting, met my babyboy at his hs. fell asleep until 2.40pm until he woke me up. went to Tamp interchange for facial with beloved Lorraine. it was good =) i did eyebrw shaping and lip threading. i swearrrr this is the thinnest eyebrows ive ever had. HAHAHA =))

then me, Emi, Lorraine, Aris and his cousin went to eat Nasi Ayam 1.80! hahaha =)) went to tamp mart afterwards to buy putu piring, bubbletea anddd waffle! haha. then slacked under the void deck and played POKER. Lorraine won the Poker game, and i think i won the other game. i forgot what's the name. LORRAINE! LOSER AH THE GUYS??? HAHAHAHA =))

Fridayyyy...went to darling's hs and watched Radit and Jani with him. Manymany things happened. Tears, Laughter. Everything happened. But in the end, everything's GREAT. =)

this week, monday to friday, was a rocky week.
really.
it wasnt easy for me, for him.
maybe i was overreacting? idk. or maybe it really was his mistake? idk.
Been thinking alot. but everytime i think of letting go, i'd remmber the good times. the times he's made me happy. the times he'd sacrificed just to see me smile. the times he'd bring laughter to my tears. the times he'd been there for me when i needed someone.

And i've just realised.
Why do we only see the mistakes when the bad happens, and forget all the good happy times?
Sometimes, all we need to do is to look beyond the imperfections and we'll see the sunshine.
we'll see what brings us happiness.
we'll see the good in others.
we'll see what's in our hearts.

and in my heart, i love him.
i truly do.
and i knw, i'll nvr be able to let go.
he has done soooo much for me, things that no other has done for me. and i knw that he's the ONLY ONE who can ever sacrifice for me like that. and i love him for that. i love him for many reasons, all craved in my heart. i dont care what he was in the past. all i knw is, he's a GREAT gentleman now.

a PERFECT guy for me.

i love you, Angel.
really love you.

Labels: imperfections.

WITH ALL MY HEART, ANGEL.♥